Trial before the real exam....!!

Tomorrow I'll take the trial for PMR....! so lots of exercise I do....! but my heart doesn't feel anything.... just rilax & ready to take the trial exam....! hahha....good 4 me... this is because I always prays to God.... thats why more rilax....! yeahh... I know I'm strong... so I can face all the conjecture that given from God....! amin.....(~_~) don't think it too much.... but I know that problem also about my future too.... but this problem u can leave for a while .... after the real exam... u can start thinking back about this....! but right now only think about exam okay......!!

Redha & prays

after a lot of prays... I redha what will happen... my heart more calm... what happen I can accept... walaupun hati sya tenang.... itu sementara... pabila sya melihat gmbr... mndgr suara hati sya jd serba x kne.... terasa sayang mau melepas kn nya... x sanggup tipu sdri sendiri... x mau membenci nya walaupun sudah mencuba utk membenci nya... tetapi hati sya sgt kuat kpd nya....! sekira nya ia betol... sya trime jodoh ini kerana Allah S.W.T & bkn kerana kepentingan....! namun pabila syg berkata bergitu hati sya lebih menyanyangi nya... seperti ikatan tali yg terbuka drpd ikatan nya......! kekadang terasa sangat syang, kekadang... terasa amat rindu....!!

Stress about love or confuse about love actually.....!

if I thinking back... it can make me stress, I already ask many people that older than me, my friends that same age with.... they always say... just rilex & be cool.... ya, I do that.... but 1 thing till now I still didn't get the true answers... sometimes it can make me cry a lot of tears.....! I hate crying just because the love.... but I always prays to God, to show me the truth answers... after I prays I get the answers... the answer more to positive.... now I know.. what feeling if we faling in love.... doesn't want the separation... want to be more caring..... but both of us still asking with heart.... whether he likes me...?? ermm.... not sure.. sometimes I saw his picture with another girls I feel jealous.... huhhh.... sp hard to explain... I know I'm gonna be crazy just because this...!! if this is a fate that he's mine... I open my heart to him......!! I already redha.... berserah kepada Tuhan & Qadak & Qadar......!!