Life Challenge... ~~

Today Allah give some test to me... first about family problem.... and I try to accept although my heart still sick, and another one.. I found a man that have been make me feel love to him... he never knew while he walk behind me... because outside I did not wear scarf so x perasan.... but I don't know when I found him.. I feel ready to see.. why..?? ermm.. is it because I already let he go from my heart..?? I don't know... but when seeing.. rse kecut perut pun ade.. berderau darah... takut.... haihh... x senang dibuat nye... but from here I can make some anwser... now I can see him,still hearbeat when seeing... but I don't know whats gonna happen if we us meet again at outside there kn..?? ermm its okay lah... I already redha whats happen now.. and I'm prays he will get the joy and happiness with his girlfriend.... amin... dear Z thanks for coming in my life for once in my life... thanks for all.... although its only for awhile.. I feel so bahagia although I knew I'm so clumsy on that moment....

useless girl ever...!!!

hidup jgn ske sibuk hal org....!! faham..?? aq x skolah aq punye hal.... ko rajin sgt ker..??? eh mse ko skolah... balik mlm2... pastu keluar ngan pakwe... pastu ponteng...! x per plak eh..?? hr nih aq x g sbb bkn nye ade pekse... pastuhhh...... nk sibuk slalu ckp... aq slalu x sekolah...!!! ape kes ko nihh...??? pergi ****** lah kn....!!! bkn aq sorang... ko x caye g skolah sane cek... berapa ramai x dtg.... ko jgn ingat ko bagus sgt.... dh lah pemls... hr2 bgn lambt... pastu rumah aq yg kemas... segala nye aq buat.... br basuh baju, br basuh pinggan dh berkira.... aq buat keje x pernha berkira mcm ko lah perempuan sial...!!! ko nk tulis2 plak dkt facebook ko tuhh... tulis lah.... aq dh report dkt facebook... fb ko tuhhh x lame akn deactived sbb harrasing people..!! ko ingat ko pandai sgt....!! ko mmg puas dpt crite pasal aq.... xper... aq dh mesej mak ko...!! sikit sebyk lg adil kn...?? ko x payah nk sibuk2 sgt larrr....... hal ko x ske masuk cmpur... so adil if hal aq ko x perlu masuk cmpur....!!! ko malu ker aq x skolah..?? sebenar nye aq lagi malu dgn ko... member2 sume report ngan aq.. ko keluar sane2 sni.. karaoke sane sni.... balik mlm2.... pastu kwn ko report ckp yuran x byr2....! eeeeeiiii gua malu lar siot... dgn ko...!!

Future Action..!!

Hi.... I think so long I didn't write here right...?? urmm... actually I like using wordpress, urmm maybe the effect when we writting?? :) hurmm but its okay.. maybe sometimes I'll take a few minutes to write here again... okay actually here I am want to write about my heart feelings, if u know about kn.. I am the person that so hard to say about problem, I like being alone self... huhu :P what can do.. dari dulu lagi... so last afternoon sempat lar jgk writting dlm test pad for today diary kn..?? so here what I write... I hope u can understand what I try telling you... *cheers* "When I said,I let you go from my heart. How can I imagine here...I'm very calm *priceless time* . My brain start from zero again without thinking about you anymore :) Hurmmm....yesterday I open your facebook page using my sister facebook account. I found many picture from that girl its " N I". You and her look so happily but I didn't know if get the joy or not. But when I praying about you, I always ask to Allah if my fate to be your partner show that way but if not please show the trough way. So now I can see the feedback from you... you are getting far from me.. hurmmm *redha* :)

hurmmmm..... I don't know when my mouth never stop praying about us... satisfied I pray for it but ya.. what can do.. we don't have luck in this case right?? :) but the weirdness come when I always praying about us... and I always get the dream that I will marry with a guy that come from (R) family... but I am not sure whether is it true or not.... because a dream only drama player when we sleep right?? but if my fate have to marry that guy (R) I just accept with agreement that he will accept me seadanya... hurmm.... :) well, what else pun... I'm still praying the best for the both of you....well its okay lah Z... u r not mine again... but the most sorry is.. I'm so sorry.. I have to remove u from my friend.. because I was so sick when I knw u are custom my name in all ur statement... its very sick for me... very unfair for me.. what my wrong till you do like that...?? I'm so sorry Z... so now u r easy to chit chat without think have another person try disturbing your relationship again...?? Thanks for everything....

So till here my writting... I hope my readers understood .... thanks ya y'alls...!! love you muahhhh... :D