Life Challenge... ~~

Today Allah give some test to me... first about family problem.... and I try to accept although my heart still sick, and another one.. I found a man that have been make me feel love to him... he never knew while he walk behind me... because outside I did not wear scarf so x perasan.... but I don't know when I found him.. I feel ready to see.. why..?? ermm.. is it because I already let he go from my heart..?? I don't know... but when seeing.. rse kecut perut pun ade.. berderau darah... takut.... haihh... x senang dibuat nye... but from here I can make some anwser... now I can see him,still hearbeat when seeing... but I don't know whats gonna happen if we us meet again at outside there kn..?? ermm its okay lah... I already redha whats happen now.. and I'm prays he will get the joy and happiness with his girlfriend.... amin... dear Z thanks for coming in my life for once in my life... thanks for all.... although its only for awhile.. I feel so bahagia although I knew I'm so clumsy on that moment....